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Dream Log #15

I had a dream I was in modeling school. The first day consisted of about 500 people. We were told to walk the runway in the middle of the room. Anyone with a horrible walk would be shot in the head. I walked. Got to the end, posed, and hoped I wouldn’t get shot. I didn’t and I walked off the runway. The second day consisted of only about 150. We were all having lunch and the advisors told us to get acquainted with one another because we’ll be here for about 3 to 4 months. We were roomed randomly. And because it was a boy and girl academy, there was a lot of shagging going around in the dorms xD LOL. The third day consisted of the same amount of people and we were having lunch again. I was talking to 3 boys from ohio xD when the bell rang which meant to go to the auditorium for our challenge. The advisor said, “A model must be able to keep her composure on the runway no matter the circumstances.” We were brought outside to see a regular looking runway. The advisor pressed a button and random holes would open and close on the runway. The advisor told me to look into one of the holes and tell my classmates what will be waiting for us if we take a wrong turn. I looked into the holes and saw spikes. Sharp spikes that ensure death if you were to fall onto it. I told my classmates and we all were filled with fear when we went to hair and makeup. Ladies were first. Out of 100 girls, only 27 lived. The boys went next. Our of the 50 boys, 45 lived. Hmph, -__- But whatever. After the challenge we were sent to dinner and then to bed. Only 72 of us left the next day, we were having breakfast when the challenge bell rang. We were doing a photoshoot and it was supposed to be filled with action. So they got assassins to run at us and try to kill us while we were shooting. We needed at least 10 shots. Lol, so were supposed to avoid death and look pretty. I barely lived. I would’ve died at the 11th shot if the photographer didn’t yell we were done. I don’t remember how much of us were left, but the number was cut in half. We were at lunch when I woke up. I really wanted to finish that dream but my mom woke me up to go jogging with her. I’ve been watching too much ANTM.

Dream Log #14

I had a dream I was in the Deathly Hallows pt. 2 (type thing. not exactly) and I was dating Harry. This was ultimately the scariest dream of my life. The Golden Trio and I (*O*) were at my house when the Death Eaters started attacking. Harry was trying to hide me, and when he hid me he was telling me what to do. He told me to run and never look back because he didn’t want me to die for him. In the middle of this heart warming speech to me, the death eaters came in and were all, “well well well, we’ll take your girl. You’re being saved for the Dark Lord.” And I was all kicking and screaming. Then they slammed my head against something and I woke up on a stage. They were auctioning me off to people so they could kill me in any way they want. Hmph. x) Turns out one of the death eaters was a good guy in disguise and told me to kiss someone in the audience. Put some sort of spell on me so that I would turn into the person I kissed and the person I kissed would turn into me. They told me to kiss the woman in the front row (lol) because she was a good person in disguise too. Lol, she looked like Ke$ha xD I went into the audience trying to make it look like I was “selling myself” and I kissed the wrong chick. Lol fuck. And then when the chick I kissed was in my body, she freaked out and jumped into the canal nearby. xD The spell wears off in water, so we switched ended up switching back, me being in the water. The two good people jumped into the water with me and we poofed into Hermione’s safe house in the middle of nowhere. I really didn’t know who the other people were, but they were there to protect me while Harry was dying. LOL. Then the dementors were attacking us and shit, but I couldn’t find my wand. Getting the happiness sucked out of me -_- LOL xD Then someone pulled me into the house to hide and they gave me my wand. Even though I’m a witch in the dream, I had no idea how to use that shit. I pointed to something and it set on fire. I did it again and it put out. Thankfully ._. Then I tried to find my patronus, couldn’t. I just decided I could only sit inside and wait. When the dementors were gone, everything was safe and they told me to get some sleep. Unfortunately, I woke up in the house of the Malfoy’s tied to a chair and Voldemort right in front of me. He told me that I could join him now and be ensured safety and if I didn’t, he’d let me go now and make sure that Bellatrix would give me a long painful death when they attacked Hogwarts. Of course I said no, and they sent me along my way. Hermione and I met up with Ron and Harry at Hogwarts right when the Death Eaters were about to attack. When the Death Eaters did attack, we all split up and agreed to try and find Nagini to kill. Too bad, right when I went up the stairs, Bellatrix appeared in front of me. Avada Kedavra and I woke up. I wonder how Harry’s doing x)

Dream Log #13

I don’t really remember how it started, but my parent’s were kidnapped. My sister, my brother, and I were driving all around the city to find them, but we got stopped by a cop because we were speeding. So when the cop went back to her car to check my sister’s license, we all ran in different directions to find our parents. I ran into a boarding school which looked like a skyscraper. There were rooms on the sides and stairs in the middle. I was running up the stairs to find a place to hide when I see my brother (who’s only 9) sitting in a class room on the 17th floor. He gave me the thumbs up so I knew it was his hiding place. The man that taught the class asked if I went to this school, and I jumped down the stairs. The stairs were spiraled with like… a hole in the middle. get what I’m saying? x) So i jumped down that hole and caught hold of one of the handrails of the stairs on the 2nd floor. From there I heard a man screaming, and it was the guy who stole my parents. He was running towards me so I assumed he was out to get me too, so I ran outside and he caught me. He dragged me into a little asian store and threw me on the ground. I saw his partner in crime, a chick who looked like a mix of Fergie and my elementary school PE teacher (LOL.) He went into the back and I ran out the door. I ran into a guy who would help me. Lol this guy was pretty damn fine.. so I said okay. We ran into another store to hide and he told me that they stole his parents too. We heard the ring of the door opening and it was them. With guns ._. So he told me to stay down and he tried to fight them single handedly. Then his evil twin brother comes in (? xD LOOOOL) and was all, “I’m on their side bro.” So the good twin tried fighting all three of them. But in the middle the twins had this intimate brother moment and they were all, “Let’s stick together.” But the criminals told them they had 5 seconds to get out  before they would shoot them. The brothers ran out (forgetting me ;P) and I tried to run too. Behind me I could hear gun shots and them screaming, “Forget the girl. Shoot the boys.” So I was like… phew. Then I realized, I have no idea where any of my family is and the government here (in some different country) sucks. I’d either have to die on the street or become a prostitute to live. So I went back into the store and was all, “I’ll join you guys. it’s either that or become a prostitute.” So they said okay and told me my parents were dead anyway. Then they put me through some sick ass training. 

And that’s how I became a hardened criminal .-.

Dream Log #12

I was at night school, (Well that’s what I thought) and the teachers seemed like legit people. We were in the lunchroom, and if you go to school in vegas, it took place in a middle school (if you want a better picture). They gave us shirts. There were two different kinds, red and blue. I got blue. They made red stand outside in a line, and blue stayed in the lunchroom. They handed 3 different blues a gun. I got a gun. I had no idea why, but whatever. They brought 10 reds in, but each team had 40 kids. So it was 40 blues and 10 reds in the room. They told us to fight. Some kids weren’t fighting, but I was punching and kicking and shooting. When all 10 reds were dead, they stopped the fight and we stood in a line again. They brought us outside and the blues had to line up facing the reds. I assumed we were supposed to fight again, so instead of getting in line, I hid. One of the teachers found me and dragged me by the hair in front of the everyone. He said, “I wasn’t going to teach this lesson to all of you until I knew you were all ready, but thanks to your classmate, I will. The best way to get a woman down in a fight is to rape her. I want everybody to drag a girl into the lunchroom and rape her.” Omg, that was the scariest part. I left my gun and ran. Everyone was pairing up, and I was afraid that if I wasn’t paired I’d get in trouble. So I let a boy drag me into the lunch room. When we got into the lunch room, everyone was having lunch. I asked my friend who was a red what was going on, and she said, “We’re just having lunch.” and walked away. So I got lunch and all the teachers were nice. They were friendly. They told all of us to get more food. I asked one of the teachers who was a woman what was going on and she said that the other teachers are bipolar drug addicts, and they change their mind easily so we should finish our lunch and enjoy it quickly before we start another lesson. Then I woke up. I saw a couple of people I knew in my dream.

Reds:

  • Geneva (first 10 killed)
  • Lance (first 10 killed)
  • Anne (first 10 killed)
  • Tim J. (first 10 killed)
  • Arn
  • Freya
  • Reinier

Blues:

  • Me
  • Brandon
  • Charisma
  • Nathan
  • Benz
  • Tim S.
  • Matt
  • Jordan
  • Kyla

Dreamlog #11

Sooooo, here’s where I become grammatically incorrect because I’m trying to write it all before I forget. So I was at this carnival. Logic is being fucked in my dream because there was a ladder nailed to a jumphouse 4 times the height and width of my house. It was halfway filled when the hose at the top that was filling it with air got unhooked. So I had to climb up about 80 feet while holding a hose. When I got to the top, I had to walk to the middle and hook the hose back up. Now imagine having to walk about 40 feet on a giant water bed thats half full. Yeah. But I did it. Then I had to wait and sit on it while it got filled up. Which was quite fun. When full, people started to get on, lots of people. SO I got scared and climbed down. Since it was a carnival, there were performances. I guess was in a group. And we were going to perform this song that I wrote in one of my dreams from a month ago. yeah, inception. x] And in that dream where I wrote that song, we always practiced with us singing a certain part. And I only remembered my part. But when they got on stage, some other chick was singing my part. Then they gave me a different part. I didn’t know it and fucked up the whole performance. Disappointed in myself, I just tried to enjoy the carnival. When all of a sudden, some rich guy picked me up. We drove around and everything. He bought me shit. LOL yeah. Gold digger status x] But then we got to his house. Excited to walk inside his giant house, I stepped outside of the car and fell into a hole of inception. I just stepped out and started falling. I was so mad at my dream. I woke up after falling for awhile. My dreams are so odd.

Dream Log #10

Bear with me guys. I almost cried.

So me and baby were apart of this village. We fucked up a little. We were wanted. We ran to the hills because everyone was trying to kill us. When we arrived at a town, I realized we traveled back in time. I saw all my friends, but they didn’t have the same name. They were my friends’ moms and dads. I was so mind fucked. I tried to say hi to all of them because I thought they were my friends, but no. They were not. They were my friends’ parents. Me and babe only had 20 dollars to our name, and we didn’t know how to go back. We were hungry, and we went to McDonalds. We got stared at, so we left. We walked to the park, and then followed these kids home because they had a wii. LOL (what?). The kid seriously wouldn’t give me the phone. My home phone number was the same for a long time, so I wondered if maybe I could call my mom and dad or something. I asked babe if maybe we could stay here and live a life here because we couldn’t go back. He told me that he would. I tried to call my parents, but no one would give me the goddamn phone. I got so pissed. I started to cry because I wanted to go home. When someone finally gave me my phone, I couldn’t call because my phone was from the future. I threw my phone at the wall and brokedown. I didn’t want to stay there. It was boring and old and ugly. I woke up after I broke down. I was crying just a wee bit x)

Dream Log #9

My parents let me move in with nathan for the school year. Nathans parents owned a second house , and thts where all of us were staying. Nathan and I shared a room. Jessica and Judy shared a room. Tim and Gaby shared a room. Julia stayed with her parents. In the morning, I was the first one to get up and ready for school. I walked downstairs not knowing where anything was. I just grabbed the box of cereal and started eating out of it. After a couple of minutes, everyone was rushing down the stairs taking bowls, plates, cups, and whatever they needed. I gave the cereal to Judy. Judy gave the cereal to Gaby, but then the cereal turned to powder :( Gaby was like WTF, so she went to go make eggs for herself. In the middle of breakfast, everyone was curious about where the chef was because their dad hired a chef to cook for us. The chef finally came in, and he was bitchy because of the mess we made. He kept on talking and complaining, but Gaby told him to shut up. LOL. Then we all went to watch TV, and their dad came to check on us. We all left for school. The end :)

Dream Log #8

It was basically like Jersey Shore teenage version. There were about 20-25 kids that were going to live in the house, and the only people I knew there were Tran and Bessfran. We all met up in this big camping site that was set up in the forest because it was the orientation for all the kids and their family.

In the middle of the orientation, the “entertainment” came. When I say entertainment, I mean caged stripper. They kept the cage open for a couple of minutes for anyone who wanted to join her. For some reason, everyone pushed me to go in.

The show started, and she started dancing like a normal stripper. During her dance, all the lights in the entire area of the campsite went off, but I still saw her. The stripper became somewhat demented… She went to the other girl in the cage, ripped off her legs, and ripped off the skin on her face. Afterwards, she shoved the parts in a jar the size of my torso and threw it outside of the cage. She was coming for me, but the lights turned back on. She returned to normal

Everyone was enjoying the rest of the orientation until she found the body. The orienation was over, and we went to the house.

I had to share a room with this weird girl while I waited for Bessfran to pick a room. I wanted to share whichever one she picked. That night, I kept having bad dreams and I woke up screaming. My roommate was hovering over me when I woke up. It was 9:00AM, and we had to go on our first “trip.”

I don’t really remember where the first trip was. When we got home, Geneva, Tran, and a bunch of Tran’s asian friends were ignoring me. They all picked the biggest room, the basement. I asked if I could room with all of them, and they all didn’t answer.

Then I woke up :( -end-

Dream Log #7

I had to go to high school. It was the first day, and school started at 10 xD I thought Kat would drop me off, so I walked to her house. When I got to her house, I realized I wasn’t in the school dress code. I asked her if we could stop by my house to change on our way there, and she said yes. Kat, my cousin Tony, and I walked into the garage. 

Kat pulled got a unicycle and gave me the bike. I was confused. She said, “I told you I’d give you a ride. That’s your ride. Give Tony your books and he’ll walk with us” Kat got on her unicycle, and I got on my bike. We stopped at my house, and there was nothing in my closet :O I threw a bitchfit and decided not to go to school because it was already 9:50. 

I finally got my clothes by 9:55 and sprinted to school. Too bad I got shot on my way there -_- I woke up in the hosipital the next day, and they said that I could go to school.

I went to school and it was fucking weird XD It looked like middle school…. but different at the same time XD My first class was english with Mrs. Bubbles. Geneva, Benz, Anne, and Gerard also had this class. Benz got made fun of, and our desks transformed into computers. We had to write a ten word paper about our summer. I asked if I could go to the bathroom.

The bathroom was painted all blue. I looked at myself in the mirror, fixed my hair, and walked out. I saw the marching band in the hallway, and they were holding strawberries.

I got back into class, and Gerard got in trouble for sending love notes to Anne. Then the bell rang, and I went home. I looked behind me, and the school was on fire.

-end-

Dream Log #5

(another one about taylor lautner, but I think this its set in more of a twilight mood cuz I kept calling him jacob O.o I guess I was bella too. Cuz he kept calling me bella XD) :P

So, we were all in the library, and “jacob” went up to me and said that he’s over me when I was just about to tell him that I was picking him over edward. Then the bell rang when I was in midsentence, and he immediately walked away :[

At lunch, I was hanging out with my friends when Jacob walks by. I get up and push him over to the side and ask him if we could just hang out for a little bit. He said he couldn’t handle it and walked away in a rush. I slipped a letter in his binder and went back to my table. -blah blah blah- -eat eat eat- and then the bell rang.

Oddly, we had recess. Jacob was playing soccer with his friends, so I decided to go for a run. I ran around the soccer field and felt him watch me everytime I passed. Muaha, evil xD For some reason, I lost track of time, and I kept running. My friend went up to me and told me that recess had been over 5 minutes ago. He offered to take me to the main office to get a late pass.

While we were walking, Jacob runs up to me and pushes my friend out of the way. …then i woke up xD

-end-

Dream Log #4

My mommy, sister, brother, and I were driving around. My mom parked the car in front of the walmart that was about 2 or 3 miles away from my house. My mom kicked my brother, sister, and me out of the car. She said, “which ever one of you gets home last has to wash the dishes for a week,” and she drove off.

I immediately started running. My sister put my brother on her back and started running too. I found a bike in one of the bike racks, picked the lock, and went as fast as I could. I looked behind me to see my sister had a bike too with my brother on the pegs. I looked forward and almost hit someone.

I drove through traffic and almost got hit twice. There was a gate and it slowed me down a little to open it. My sister got in front of me, but I swerved in front of her and got home first :]

-end-

Dream Log #3

Uh, there was a challenge for two million PHP. (pesos) Millions of people competed in the challenge.

The challenge was for everyone to be in a HUGE landfill. There was an item we were supposed to look for. Whoever found the item would get the money. The dangerous part? The hosts of the contest would throw boulders into the landfill. People would die right next to you while you were rummaging. 

With hours of no luck, the hosts came out with a bullhorn. The hosts said, “who said the treasure was in the items of the landfill?” Many people were confused as to what he meant. The only things in the landfill that didn’t belong to the landfill were us. 

People came to the realization the treasure was in someones body. The whole thing became a blood fest. After lots of blood and guts, my grandma found the treasure.

We got the money, and then I was spoiled.

-end-

Dream Log #2

It started out with me being late for lunch at school. I told Freya, Angie, and Bessfran to wait for me while I finished something, but they ditched me. I called Danielle so we could ditch school together. 

We got into her Mom’s car, and it started raining. After awhile, the water was rising. It was too dangerous to drive, so her mom just dropped me off home.

At home, I found my sisters cat that she lost. It was a white cat, and I found it under my bed. My sister currently has a black cat, so when I gave her the white cat, I got to have Michael.

I was in my room playing with Michael, and I got a call from someone named “Jacob” inviting me to his birthday party. Unfortunately, I was already invited to Brenda Song’s birthday O.o I asked Brenda if she’d rather go with me to Jacob’s party because Jacob’s party was at a restaurant that her dad owned.

She said it was alright. At the restaurant, we couldn’t find Jacob’s party, but we just passed by him when we did. Brenda said we could just have VIP service in the backroom. When we were in the backroom, Brenda bursted into tears because I’m the only person that went to her birthday party. 

-end-

Dream Log #1

I started out playing a video game. It was sort of like Alice in Wonderland. I had to save all of the servants by becoming the new queen. -Keep in mind this is the video game- I had to go into the attic of the castle (the attic being on the 17th floor) and retrieve the crown. The queen had a crown of her own of course, but she never used the crown in her attic. The power would kill her.

So, I won the game, and then there was a smudge on my screen. I went up to the screen to wipe it off, but it seemed like the tv turned into water. I dipped my finger in, and I felt grass on the other side. Due to my curiosity, I climbed into my wonderland.

Unfortunately, my “portal” was set kind of high, so I fell to the ground and passed out. When I woke up, I was wearing a maid outfit, and the queen was in front of me. She said, “I don’t know where you’re from, and I don’t know why you’re so big, but you are my servant now.” She passed me a piece of cake, and I unwillingly took a bite. For those of you who watched Alice in Wonderland, you know what happened. I shrunk down to her size. 

Her first orders were to clean the house in the backyard. I had to mow the lawn in the correct pattern, plant the flowers in the right place, and pick up the trash that was left everywhere. When I was done, she let me have a little free time. 

I reluctantly entered the house, and I met all the servants. I guess they live there. The house was shaped like a mushroom, and the top had beautiful flowers on them. I fell asleep in the house. When I woke up, everybody was gone, and the room was dark. A light flashed next to me, and it brought up a picture of one of the servants I met. She said, “The Queen was calling us, and you fell asleep. If you didn’t return to her, she woud kill you. In order to protect you, we put a force field around the house.” 

The mushroom was pushed underground with only the top showing, and that explained the darkness. Around the top of a mushroom was a chain. Whoever stepped foot onto the mushroom would have their life sucked out of them, but you instantly regain it when you step out. My only question to my new friend was, “How do i get out?”

-end- 

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